It’s June, And I just woke up
At 3PM it’s cool at night so I

Stayed up until 5AM
But it’s gonna be hot when I wake up

And It’s June and two years ago
I had just finished school, but what for? I’m just

Sitting here thinking that I thought
I’d be much better off by 25

I lean back in my chair and
Look out the window but the mesh screen makes it hard to

Focus; just wanna go up a mountain
And look at something distant because

My life is much to close
And the screen is just five inches away
And it’s starting to blur
Yeah it’s starting to blur when I look away.

Oh my God, this could last forever
Even if I get all my shit together
And I thought I would be something more
When I got straight As and drew pictures at home

My God, this could last for
And I can’t believe, maybe I could have tried harder
But it just hit me as I layed on the floor
Thinking about my dead dog and birthdays are coming to fast

Oh my God, even if this lasts forever
We’ll just fool ourselves that we’re finding something better
And I’ll shake myself and I’ll kick the floor
I’d rather tear myself apart than waste away

My God, I’ll get my shit together
And I’ll eat healthy and run everyday
And if nothing changes, if nothing changes
If nothing changes at least I know I did my part.

How trite, when I complain like this
And every song’s like this I’m looking inwardly and

How funny, I used to think so wide,
I used to hold it open but now I’m

Just
Thinking of
My problems and my future

And I don’t care if this could last forever
I’m gonna try ‘cause that’s what I was born for
I don’t care, I don’t care
No matter how tired I get maybe I just need some sun

My God, this could last forever
But it’s not like I have nothing in the meantime
As long as I
Am still growing
It’s not nothing
I am not a fallow field.

It’s something!!!!!!!!!!