It’s June, And I just woke up At 3PM it’s cool at night so I Stayed up until 5AM But it’s gonna be hot when I wake up And It’s June and two years ago I had just finished school, but what for? I’m just Sitting here thinking that I thought I’d be much better off by 25 I lean back in my chair and Look out the window but the mesh screen makes it hard to Focus; just wanna go up a mountain And look at something distant because My life is much to close And the screen is just five inches away And it’s starting to blur Yeah it’s starting to blur when I look away. Oh my God, this could last forever Even if I get all my shit together And I thought I would be something more When I got straight As and drew pictures at home My God, this could last for And I can’t believe, maybe I could have tried harder But it just hit me as I layed on the floor Thinking about my dead dog and birthdays are coming to fast Oh my God, even if this lasts forever We’ll just fool ourselves that we’re finding something better And I’ll shake myself and I’ll kick the floor I’d rather tear myself apart than waste away My God, I’ll get my shit together And I’ll eat healthy and run everyday And if nothing changes, if nothing changes If nothing changes at least I know I did my part. How trite, when I complain like this And every song’s like this I’m looking inwardly and How funny, I used to think so wide, I used to hold it open but now I’m Just Thinking of My problems and my future And I don’t care if this could last forever I’m gonna try ‘cause that’s what I was born for I don’t care, I don’t care No matter how tired I get maybe I just need some sun My God, this could last forever But it’s not like I have nothing in the meantime As long as I Am still growing It’s not nothing I am not a fallow field. It’s something!!!!!!!!!!